The vibrator wasn’t even turned on but the conversation was getting me so aroused that, after about thirty minutes, when I suddenly realized it was ...oing to end, I just blurted out something to him about how excited I was. I don’t even remember what I said I was so breathless. I just knew I didn’t want him to hang up. Well, it worked. I could feel him smiling at me through the phone. I think he already knew I was aroused. But he had an incredible way of making me feel comfortable sexually. It. I asked Kelli what heradvice would be. She paused and looked at me with a smile that said shehad an idea.Kelli explained that she wanted to discuss something with me and would Imeet her that evening at her apartment. In the meantime, she said Ishould tell the personnel department that I wanted a two-week leave ofabsence to think things over.I said my goodbyes to all the girls and said I hoped to see them in afew weeks. That night I stopped at Kelli's apartment. Kelli opened thedoor and gave me. I shuddered, grew rigid, and surrendered my body to an orgasm that must have fried millions of brain cells. Blackness overcame me.My next perception was a gentle knocking. I was back in Darrell's arms and his eyes were closed. The knocking came again, more insistently. "Wake up, in there you guys! Time for breakfast. You can't keep that up without food," Martin's voice boomed jovially. Darrell opened his eyes and winked at me, giving me the idea he had just been playing possum. I then noticed. I was tempted, but not quite enough yet.I must give Jason his due, because he did let me think about it. The subject was never mentioned again until I brought it up a week or so later.'If I let you, how would you do it?' I asked him suddenly one evening.'Slowly,' He answered, instantly knowing what I was talking about. 'Very slowly and step by step, so that you'd have the chance to back out any time you wanted.''How can you do it step by step?' I was confused, to me it was step one, the.