That is part of his problem.He still sees you as the “One he could not save”, despite the fact that he did everything that could conceivably be as...ed of a scared boy. And I saw his face in that unguarded moment where he started to view your message. Seeing you again as you were before that day is a reminder to him of all that was taken from you, a burden that he thinks is his to bear. I think you and I both know differently, but he still dreams of the impossible, the path where he came up with. So I put on my sky blue babydoll nightgown and the matching negligee and slipped my feet into a pair of matching sky blue fury slippers. Feeling the silken texture of the babydoll nightgown I could not but fail to luxuriate in the feeling of this feminine material against my skin, particularly how the material felt against my sensitive tits.I made my way to the kitchen and started to prepare a wonderful breakfast for my beautiful lovers, the menu would be fresh squeezed orange juice, French. She asked me to push it in nice and deep. I pushed it all the way and just let the feeling soak in for a few seconds and then I slowly pulled out and started pumping it with slow strokes.I could feel the inner walls of her vagina covered over my penis and with every thrust she was moaning, and enjoying the illegal act of sex we were performing. After about 5 mins, I was ready to unload and I told her ‘I am going to cum’ she just hugged me tight and wrapped her legs around my hip and held me. ...wondering if this was all there would be?........I had just finished cleaning up myself of cum and putting on my clothes when I heard my stepmom knock on the door. I quickly tidied up and told her to come on in. I was a bit nervous wondering if she knew I had just watched her in her underwear and then masturbated thinking nasty thoughts about her plump body. As she entered she didn't appear angry or upset. I thought to myself that she didn't see me at all and had no inkling of my peeping on.