I'm glad to see he's decided to move forward; did you talk to him about what I told you?" Yes. I'm counting on you to keep an eye on him for me. The b...st I can do is to keep an eye on his times." I'll keep an eye on him and remind him that hurting himself is not going to accomplish anything."The warning bell rang and we all headed off to our various classes. Bob pulled me aside at the beginning of my psychology class and asked me a question that I needed to give careful consideration, "Jimmy,. We talk about my hobbies and interests and I laugh at a joke you make about wildlife. You are a charming flirt and I watch as you flirt with me. I tell you I am glad I have met you. You look at me and smile. You lead me along an isolated leaf littered track until we come to a park bench facing the Tingalpa creek and we stop walking. We sit down and listen to the sounds of the night and I become aware that snakes may be lurking in the vicinity and I feel uncomfortable. I move closer to you,. I'll call him James, he was in his 80's and his wife had died years before. It turned out that she had cheated on him years before and the daughter he thought was his wasn't. It ended their sexual relationship but they lived together till her demise. I found out he was very Bi, having chatted to my son who it turns out is also and he and James would spend many a happy evening watching porn and pleasuring each other. I got to see him regularly as James lived much closer to my home than my sons. It nagged at me. Yesterday, I found it very hard to awaken and really rouse myself for the day…it sorta felt like I was dragging an anchor for much of the morning. Also, the pressure I felt in my chest seemed worse. I decided to mention this to one of the medically-oriented people at our church, and ask if I really should worry about this, or if it was just another little sign that like the old wooden floors at our new home, I was just getting a bit older and a bit more creaky myself too. I had.