”If I would ever have to choose I will lose both of you, ” John said.”Why is that John?” I asked.”Because I would have to set you both free,...” John replied.”Free of what?” I asked not understanding.”Free of me Kay I created this whole mess, ” It is possible that will be the only way we all can be happy, Kay, ” John replied.I told him I been there without him and it is not fun. John smiled as he told me to remember that in my pretty little head. Just as Michelle will remember it in hers as. I could see that it gave them a thrill. The small one had got my pants safely in his pocket, he had gone out to the car park to get them. No doubt for his future pleasures?It was around midnight and I said to my big stud, let us go home. He kissed me and agreed to that, so we stood and left the bar. The lads seemed to follow us, thinking that we would perform dirty sex acts again in the car park! Jazz spotted them, so he stopped at the car and held me near his car, kissed me reaching down, then. Slender and athletic, firm of ass and with her hips cocked ever so slightly to the right, how could any young hormone crazed teenage boy with a hard on turn her down?“Strip tennis? You’ve got a deal.”So saying I picked up my controller and we began to play.The first 3 points quickly went to me and before you’d know it both her shoes and one of her socks were on the floor. But she came back and scored 3 of her own and tied it up. With us each 2 shoes and a sock down we went back and forth across. In that glance, I understood her fear and apprehension. Rejection, fear, and violence from men her whole life. Not only being told she was unlovable (even by the man who should have loved her unconditionally), but being treated as unlovable by all of the men in her life. I only prayed that I could do the right thing for her at this critical moment.I used my hand to turn Steph's chin towards me. I looked her deep in her eyes. "I love you - your brain." I kissed her forehead. "I love you -.