I never saw him cry before. I yelled at my mother too. Why did she let him do it? Didn’t she ever think how horrible it made me feel, knowing my mot...er was a cuckquean but not able to do anything about it. Why didn’t she do something? I didn’t really realize how old my Dad and Mom were getting to be until I watched them cry in front of me. I couldn’t take it. I kneeled down between their chairs and wrapped my arms around both of them. I just wanted them to love me and to love each other. We. Pick up one of the small balls in front of you with your left hand. At the sound of the horn, squeeze the ball as hard as you can and hold it until you hear a tone. After 5 seconds, the horn will sound again and you will repeat the process an additional 4 times before switching hands and doing the test again.”I grabbed one of the balls and closed my hand on it. When the horn sounded, I squeezed as hard as I could until I heard the chime. I repeated the process a total of 5 times with each. Wait here a second’ You are giggling again as I stumble through the darkened room, I find some candles and matches and slowly set them up around the room, the room is lit by the pale flickering lights of the candles casting dancing shadows on the walls. I quickly lay a fire in the hearth. With the power out I am not sure about the heating, soon a warm fire is blazing, I turn and find you huddled on the sofa as the storm crashes and rolls around the house. I grin and grab a battery powered tape. She had been so cautious in the past thirteen years not to make that same mistake and yet, she had plunged headlong into this man's life. She invited him into her home, and prepared to completely let go of all her inhibitions. It was crazy and yet she didn't hesitate for a moment. She was going purely on instinct, and this time her instincts didn't let her down.They married that spring in a civil ceremony attended by her sister Evelyn, brother-in-law John, and their three year old daughter,.