." Right now that line couldn't be more true or more apt. With each beat that bursts through the giant speakers, I feel the rumble of the base and eve...y hair on the back of my neck stands on end. There are more vivid sensations I'm feeling right now; elation, euphoria, arousal....I'm so horny and turned on right now and it's reflected in my every movement, in the way I roll my hips, head tossed back, arms in the air. I'm now aware of other bodies around me in close proximity. Arms brush against. Brown, ‘ I stammered as I looked back at him. I noticed a very sweet smile cross his face. His eyes darted back to the man setting on my other side. ‘That’s wonderful Miah. Good for you for holding on to such a wonderful treasure,’ Mr. Baker chimed in. ‘I am honestly surprised that a girl as beautiful as you has been able to hold on to it for as long as you have.’ I found myself laughing at him. For some reason, his words had dissolved all my nerves and emboldened me. ‘Are you kidding? Have. 'This is why people dinnae hae children,' Les reminded himself whilethe yell of one of the girls made him wince.The party soon progressed onto minor face painting as Les and the otheremployees started to paint the girls faces with glitter and swirls ofsparkling fake jewels. The young girls squealed with excitement overeach others looks, which only served to make Les more upset over hiscircumstances.'This is whit hell must be like! An eternity listening to six-year-auld girls,' Les. The thought of my boyfriend reading about that night sends chills up and down my spine. But, since my journal is for my eyes only, I'm going to be very graphic.I remember that night like it was yesterday. Phillip arrived at seven-thirty and we went downstairs where I had a jazz tape playing. He began kissing me before we had hardly said hello. I knew I had to slow him down. "Dance with me," I said.We danced and I made him tell me all about college life."How often did you date?" I asked."Not.