Then Lona looked at me and asked, "What will it be for you honey?" I replied, "A double shot of vodka with orange juice please". Lona then looked at m... and my husband then replied, "Coming right up!!" While Lona was taking our drink orders, her husband Bill yelled out to the other bar patrons that he was going to lock the bar doors and if anyone wanted to leave now was the time. None of the other bar patrons left. After Bill locked the bar doors, he turned off the open sign in the window, then. And that's all I could ask of you. And as for 'being a realtranswoman'..." I've taken the oestrogen today, I promise," I chuckle."Oh I don't even doubt you for a second there," Jamie says, beforeletting out another, longer sigh. "...Can I tell you a secret?Something only a few people know?" Umm, sure," I say."I started transitioning in April 2011, as you know," Jamie says."Prior to March 2011, I- I'd never even thought about wearing women'sclothing before." You- you did- what?" I ask, barely. Is baar meri bari thi.mai usey wapas smooch karne laga ,mere fingers top k upar se hi uskey narm narm chuchhiyon ko daba rahe the. Ab bardast karna mushkit tha, maine ek hi jhatkey me uskey badan ko top se azad kar diya, jeans utarne me v maine koi der nahi ki.black bra aur black panty me suka chandi jaisa sharir mano kayamat dha rahi thi.mai do minute usey aise hi dekhta raha.. Black bra k andar jab uski dhadkane raftar pakad rahi thi to mano aisa lag raha tha mano bra se uski chucchiya nahi. Despite being really turned on, I was still nervous.Mark was waiting for me in the center of the musty room and was pushing together benches. He told me that they were where I was going to put on my show. I looked around. Benches lined the entire wall of lockers. I was going to be surrounded from every side. My heart started to pound as Mark led me to where I was to wait. He comforted me, knowing I was nervous as hell and promised me all would be alright. He went over what a normal party flows.