And as handsome as ever," she said.He took her hand and she smiled."You are still the only man I ever let into my heart or my pants," she said.He pull...d her hand to his chest. "Can you feel my heart racing?"She said, "We can go to Bookbinders? It's on my expense account." I would as soon have a Philly cheese steak sub and talk," he said."Me too," she said.They sat and talked for an hour. Then she walked with him to Penn Station. The only time they really broke the rules was when he kissed her,. So I made my mind to reject him.After the food, the lady came to our table and thanked him. He was surprised to see her big boobs and tight jeans and ass so close. Then she went. He felt very happy to have a close look at her.Then I said, “We will meet again next time.” He said ok.I went home and I messaged him saying, “Sorry, I can’t proceed.” I didn’t say it was because of the financial situation as he may feel bad. He was sad but said ok.For a few days, he chatted with me, and then I blocked. At the moment, I’m on top of a tall ridge with steep sides and valleys in all directions. Crystal clear blue water that is more in line with the waters found in the Bahamas surrounds this piece of land. There are many more islands like the one I am on. Each separated from the others by an expanse of water that one could possibly swim, if necessary.Presently, I discover that there is no feeling of dread. Sounds of life surround me, even if most of it is, I believe, bird song. I can see what. ”“Mom, listen.”“See son, that’s why you are tied up. I know now that you like women, you just can’t find one to be the woman you need. I can be that woman for you. Let mommy show you.”She slowly stood up and I realized that she was wearing a strap on. It was thin, but at least eight inches long. My mouth grew dry and I wasn’t sure what to do when I realized that was something in her hand. As she got close I realized she was putting a ring gag in my mouth. It fit just inside my front teeth.