I was about to blow up at her again, but looked in her eyes and saw a genuine angst. A genuine pain. She sobbed, "I know. I shouldn't have. I know. It...s just... Well I thought you knew it was me..." I rolled my eyes, but now I couldn't help but feel a slight amount of real concern. What was her deal? She continued, "But anyway, I know it was wrong, and I know she'd want to kill us, but... Well since my breakup I've been miserable, especially after the way he treated me at times towards the. ‘I was just so happy, Carol! I was happier than I’ve ever been! I just need you so much!’ She tried to comfort him and be his friend. ‘I know, Charlie. It was good, wasn’t it? I don’t regret it.’ But it’s over, she didn’t say. He heard it anyway, and the greatest pain was knowing she was right. She’d speak to him gently and ask if he was still taking his medicine, he was on antidepressants again, but they didn’t help so much this time. Or perhaps they did, who knows how crazy he might have. Mujhy pta tha k aaj mummy ny apni piyass bhujani hy. 2 ghanty baad mummy mery room main aai aur mujhy awaz de laken main sonay ka natak krta rha. us k baad mummy chalai gai.. mery room k sath wala room mummy ka hy . aur dono room k darmian aik attached bathroom hy . Main daby paown bath room main gya aur door k key hole sy dekhnay laga. yeh wala door loch nhi tha kyun k yeh bathroom wala door tha aur yeh ander sy he lock hota tha. jabh main ny mummy k room main dekha to udher ka scene yeh tha k. You are learning to please your husbands when you are awake; you must learn to please them – or at least not disturb them – while you are asleep. This bed will help you learn to be still while you sleep."Amanda and Estelle looked at me as though I had taken leave of my senses, something I had found they were often inclined to imagine until being brought to a full understanding of what was being presented to them."Please," I said, "make your ablutions and then take your places. I wish to start.