We also went by the Lingerie shop to pick up some new bras. I'll tell youwhat, this routine we are doing is not really shrinking our boobs at all.The ...hop girl thought that we were girls, and actually convinced Greg totry on some of their sluttier things.We had had a black tie event at the House, and the four of us had to dressup in ball gowns. Greg spent all night hanging on Jenny, I even walked inon them making out! There were a lot of guys who asked me to dance, thisone guy named Zach even. After my youngest sister’s death, my Mother was looked after and taken care of by my other sister. She used to bathe my Mother, dress her, feed her and look after her in all means. Now she is also dead, which leaves me to take care of my mad Mother. What a cursed life, I thought. Within hours I reached my house, the scene there was sad. All my relatives were assembled crying. Only my Mother was sitting in a corner knowing nothing. I took control of the matters and the cremation was over. Then. Could you pass me some strawberries and a drink of champagne”The glass must have ben empty as I heard the liquid glug into the glass and then a strawberry touched my lips. I had several strawberries from one side and several large swallows of champagne from the someone on my other side apparently sitting on the bed – I suspect they may have had a little champagne but one voice announced that the bottle was empty. “Let ‘s order another bottle I said and felt a weight lift from the side of the. " In the fading light of the oncoming dusk, Irecognize my mom's boyfriend's son, Cesar Robles. He's 18, a couple yearsolder than I am. He's got a tattoo of the devil on his ripped bicep. Heshaves his head. I think he might be in a gang. I had met Cesar at mom's company picnic in Griffith Park a few weeks ago.Cesar had wanted nothing to do with a skinny little kid like me then.He'd mumbled a few words and shambled off to join a pick up basketballgame with some of my toughest classmates. My mom.