.. they are the way they are because I drew them from your memory. I thought it would place you at ease being in a familiar place. I believe I explain...d this to you the last time you visited me." Yes, I remember. It still does not make it any less disconcerting. I am uncertain as to why you would believe I would find it comforting. Papa, you do remember you died in this house, do you not? I spent two days alone with you in this house before Madame came for me. Have you truly forgotten how lost. Usne kaha ki usse massage karneme taklif hogi to mai khud use masage karu.Mai khus hua. Maine turant ha bola. Usne bataya ki uske peiro pe massage karo. Maine cream apne ek ungli pe lekar use kaha ki nighty thoda upar karle. Usne mana kar diya to maine kaha ki agar tu nighty upar nahi karogi to mai massage kaise karunga to o jhut se man gayi. Uske boobs upar niche ho rahe the. To usne apni nighty upar ki to maine massage start kia. Mai dekh sakta tha ki use bohot maza aa raha tha. Maine dheere. By the time the song ends it’s a bit hard to understand what she’s saying. The applause goes on and on and on, out of appreciation but also because the audience is determined to give the nine year old girl as much time as she needs to recover. They finally fall quiet when Paula holds up her hand and smilesPAULA: Thank you. I thought I wasn’t going to cry. I wasn’t crying in rehearsals anymore. But it’s OK; none of my other songs are going to be done as half-duets. And I’ll be OK. The next song. She never let me feel that i am at my in-laws place.whatever i would want she will always bring it for me.although my sasuji is around 45 yrs old but she looks very young than her age.in fact sometimes people will think that she is my elder sister,whenever we go together.she is socaring about me that whenever i had to go out,with friends she would volunteer to take care of my baba.infact in every week she would ask me to go out with my friends so that i get out of the loneliness which i would.