He pushed a thick needle into my testicle and aspirated a specimen. It hurt. I gripped the receptionist’s proffered hand and squeezed. When done, he...told me the results would probably be positive for carcinoma. As he was operating at The Royal in three hours time, I should present myself there and wait. They would be able to admit me in time for the surgery and by then the biopsy results should be available. He told me of my planned orchidectomy and explained that the removal of the testicle. It is about infidelity, about a betrayal with a neighbor. He describes her body, her breasts, her hard nipples, her neck and soft buttocks, she is the body of a mature woman. She is dying to let him do with her body, anything he wants...........My cock throbs and the blood runs and lengthens my penis. I take off my belt and put it aside. My belt is black and leather, it is the same one that I give to my wife's buttocks. I don't hit her hard, just enough to cause her excitement in waiting for. " Hi there are you here for the party?" he asked."Yes, Jason invited us," I replied."Then I will have to say thank you to him and compliment him on his taste." he said trying to be cool. It didn't come of cool. It came off cheesy. "The party is in the basement and out at the pool. You get to the pool through the basement." Cool, you do have a bar down there?" I asked."Oh yes," he said."Well I brought a few bottle of moonshine if you have any party goers courageous enough to try it. Just so you. I think I will go ask her what I should do……I laid on top of my bed, trying to pass some time, reading a book. Although I was staring at the pages, I couldn’t take my thoughts off the reality of my situation. Jack loves me. I know it. I don’t love him. I think I’m falling for Samantha. Once I think about these things I have to think about John and I. I have taken for granted our future together. I knew I loved him basically right away. We have such a great relationship it’s hard to believe it.