"Daddy wasn't happy and he didn't want me saying anything."The dependency clinic, yeah," Mom muttered, but mostly to herself. "I tried methadone for a...hile, after I got busted, but Jimmy beat my ass for that." Busted?" he asked."I got picked up, yeah."She shrugged with another giggle and she was staring at her spoon. "Soliciting." How come they didn't tell me?" Daddy wondered."I don't use my real name, Jack." She smiled at him and she was all full of good humor now that she was cooking her. ."I returned the smile. "I love it. But it's also terrifying. I've beendoing it now for quite a while, but I still worry about beingrecognised. So when you said you knew I wasn't a real girl, that waspretty devastating." I gave his hand a squeeze. "Thanks though for beingso nice about it." I released his hand and stood up. "And I'm sorry fornot being, you know, the real thing."Justin looked up at me, his expression perplexed. "Who said I wanted thereal thing?"Now it was my turn to look. Guess I'd heard "we can always be friends" often enough to be a cynic when I heard a girl say something like that.She guessed my thoughts. "Let me ask you a question, Pete ... remember you know a secret I don't want to ever get out, so you can trust me."I nodded."Do you masturbate a lot?"I colored, I'm sure. "Yeah, I guess I do." How often and how old were you when you started?" Ummmm..."She leaned over and kissed me. "I was seven when I started. And I do it 2 or 3 times a day, sometimes."I've. He then said,- tumhe maloom hai ki tum khobssorat ho. Agar tum thodi sajogi aurbeauty parlour jaogi to shahar ke ladkiyon se bhi sundar dikhogi. Iblushed and he came on top of me and kissed me. He kissed my eyes andmy ears and then my cheeks. Finally his lips were on my mouth. Herolled over and made me sleep on him. I kissed back. He was the firstperson to teach me to kiss. He made me position my choot on his lundand then asked me to insert it in me. I sat on it and it went in inone motion. Now.