‘I miss them.’ I cried openly. ‘God I miss them and I need them and I’m never going to see them again and it’s all my goddamn fault!!’ ===...=========================================== I stood in the hallway looking at Calebs door. The door seemed like the final step between sanity and insanity. A six foot high symbol of what’s left in my life, go through and be changed, stay here and remain as I am, possibly capture what left of my life and use it as best I can. If I go through, nothing’s going. It was now 3am and Tammy was well past her curfew. I could have kept fucking her all night and I think she would probably had been willing. Leo was ready to crash but she was still bubbling with Energy. We drove her home and Leo dozed off in the back seat. The ride to hear house wasn't too long and she was hanging on me and we were kissing a little. She pointed out her house at the end of this little cul de sac. I stopped a little way down the street and looked at her. I suggested a good night. The drive to the airport was uneventful, except that Sara made sure Steve could see as much of her body as possible. Steve watched the show with glee. As Sara drove nakedly through the city, they talked about the weekend they had shared.Steve said, "I don't recall a time when I've spent so much time with anyone just feeling good and loving. It's very special to spend almost three whole days, mostly naked, touching and feeling and hugging without any restrictions. It feels wonderful.'"Right. I. When the flame leaped from the tip, it seemed to light up his entire patio. He immediately extinguished the flame and just stood looking at the exposed beauty. Paula had done this to be naughty and show off, but actually knowing that someone was watching shocked her. She grasped her coat around her, raced inside and closed the blinds. The next morning, Dirk, in his sunglasses, sweats and hoody, paused to talk with his childhood friend and now doorman, ‘Scott, do a favor for me.’ ‘Anything, Mr..