Julia still stood, half in front of him, her right arm across his chest. The sergeant spat noisily, the betel nut he had been chewing now finished. "P...ss off, just piss off, both of you. I don't want to see you round here again - and if you know what's good for you you'll find a nice black man - if your father finds out..." Then he turned and walked into the moonlit darkness. One of the other members of the patrol spat in the dirt, insolently, as they turned to follow; then they were gone as. Sun streaming into the bedroom woke Seb in the morning to handle the largest hard-on he’d had for a very long time. Marion and reading about the cock-rampant Roth had helped to liberate him sexually, he believed and he rested peaceful locked into that thought. After showering and cleaning his teeth Seb went to the stables to check on his yearlings in the nearby corral. They looked fine. He checked the horses. They were fine but one was missing and so was his stable hand Lilia. As he neared the. But even more than her physical beauty I felt a connection to her emotionally we both enjoyed writing poetry, and sharing it with one another, she shared a lot of her struggles with me over the years, and me with her and I felt that we were truly very close to each other.I had always expected us to remain friends and even though we danced together during prom, nothing ever came of it. Until, one night in the middle of the summer, I had finally gotten up the nerve (after four years) to ask her. He had a stunned look on his face, but I knew that deep down he really wanted to do it. We were dressed in cut offs as well, T-shirts, sweat socks, and I had on white, cotton briefs: it was likely he wore the same thing under his shorts. "I'm not taking my clothes off," he said " Me neither" my cousin said "No way". I smiled at them " you don't have to take your clothes off" I said. " I am the patient, I'm the only one who is going to be naked."What I had suggested was that we "play doctor",.