"Oh, I'm sorry I was thinking about work, my apologies. Gracious, I didn't even get a chance to look at the menu." Would you like me to order for you?... he asked me.I nodded. I didn't have a clue as to what I was supposed to eat at this siddity ass restaurant anyways.I listened to him order me what I think was a steak, I was too busy watching his throat and lips move... wishing that chiseled jaw was in between my legs, sucking the very essence out of my now rapidly moistening slit...Fuck. He spoke to her softly and told her that he wanted her and had done so since seeing her on the boat. The look she gave him spoke volumes. He called for the bill, paid it and pulled out her chair and escorted her out to the car. “Your place or mine, for a nightcap,” he asked. “Mine,” she responded. They drove to her place and she took hold of his hand and led him upstairs to her condo. The apartment matched her personality. It was furnished with a mixture of antique and modern pieces, and had a. ? She offers. ?Could be, babe. That and the loss of Testosterone may finally be having the necessary effect on my mind.?Don?t get me wrong here, none of this is what I really want to happen. If there were any possible way I could regain my maleness, I would go for it in a heartbeat. But since there isn?t, and since both Carin and I know it, I?m making all possible effort to adjust to my fate. That?s why I?m kind of looking forward to tomorrow now. Carin?s going to do my nails with. .."Well it will be as long as she keeps her hands off of you. " She went on to say......".Oh Mom" I laughed.... She can't hurt me..I added..You're not jealous are you...I asked "No" she replied quickly...Mom began moving her hand through my hair and down the side of my face. I moved back to where I could let her set on my lap.....She set down and put her arms around my neck and pulled my face close to hers......"Give Mama some sugar" she said, as she placed her lips to mine. I felt her.