This little person growing inside of me is a constant reminder that my life has changed and will continue to change. I know that Todd and Laura love m..., and I'll never be alone again, but this little person... I'm going to be a mother! A baby is going to need me! Need me in a way that nobody has ever needed me before. I swear as God is my witness that I will never hurt this child! This baby is going to have so much love, is going to be loved like no other. Shit. Here come the tears again. I'll. Naan en vaazhvil mathu arunthi oru penudan ulasamaaga matter seitha anubavathai naan ungaludan pagirugiren. Enaku ippozhuthu vayathu 28 aagugirathu, peyar sham oru velai vizhayamaaga Pondicherry vanthu irunthen.Enathu sontha uur Chennai, oru claint meeting santhipatharkaaga avargalai santhika Pondicherry vanthu irunthen. Appozhuthu enaku saraku adikavendrum endru rumba aasaiyaaga irunthathu, athanaal naan meeting mudithu oru pub bar ku sendren. Athu konjam osthiyaaga irukum athanaal niraiya. I made them all! I came home after a few weeks, not much of a drive, across town, but still I was not living at home anymore and out on my own. I didn’t wake up until noon on Saturday and getting my coffee in the kitchen I saw the note from mom .. your father and I had something to do, we will be home at 6, and I want us all to have dinner at the club tonight, mom… I took my shower, did my make up and slipped on my robe as the front door bell rang. It was Mr. Austin an old neighbor from down. The doctor there told him that he would not live another 6 months, and he was trying to set up a business that I could run after he died. I hated the restaurant business, but I loved him too much to tell him that. Now I can quit and find a job as a housekeeper for some rich gringo. Oops! ... I didn't mean to say that!"I said, "Don't worry, Mrs. Lopez, I'm not offended. I'm looking for a housekeeper, are you interested in working for me?" Oh, yes, that would be perfect! That way I could go a.