Not wanting to seem too distant, hell, if for no other reason than I wanted so much to get my hands on her, I slid over next to her and put my arm aro...nd her shoulders, pulling her close. We looked at each other briefly before our lips met in earnest, hot open mouth kisses and tongues exploring each others depths. My hand found its way to her firm breast, popped one button to allow my persuasive touching and slid it into the cup of her demi bra. She groaned with pleasure as I cradled her. I know if you could read this you would think it was not love but lust that I feel but nothing could be less true. Did you not know that you were the only man I ever truly loved and whom I felt secure enough to want to explore my sexuality with? But it does not matter now, does it? Maybe I should have told you all this before… but now it’s too late and you are lost to me. Why did you leave me alone to live everyday with this emptiness inside me? We could have been so good together. Didn’t you. ”“You didn’t hurt me baby,” she smiled at him, “not that kind of hurt, l’ve never had sex like this, this is so powerful, l need to feel you strong inside me, you’re not hurting me baby, well…just a bit…but it’s a nice hurt.”“I worried all night that you would reject me this morning,” he said. “I thought you might have second thoughts and try to pretend nothing had happened.”“I don’t think l could have pretended that after what we did,” she replied. “But l did intend to end it, l convinced. He lost sight of it again until the road turned and emerged from the forest and Wolfgang realized the lane they were traveling had only one destination. It wasn't a road; it was a very long driveway ending at what must have been a carriage house during much of the estate's history.The car stopped alongside several other vehicles that were parked somewhat haphazardly. Another man had already opened the door before Wolfgang could reach for the handle. The driver turned off the engine and twisted.