I close my eyes and take a deep breath, trying to calm my agitation. I sift through my memories of the life I have spent with my husband. Bit by bit, ... can practically see the pieces of the puzzle being put together. I get lost in the image; the doctors tapping fading out as the memory focuses.xxxAdam and I had only been together for a few months, a year at most. We were still feeling each other out and awkward moments were nothing new. We liked each other a lot but were still too nervous to be. Carmanza put the four roasts in the oven at 275 degrees for six hours making sure to nearly covering the seasoned roasts with water, and checking on them after three hours to ensure it had enough water to last until the end. The result is a very tender roast you can cut with fork as the roast just falls apart. Over dinner I heard about the fast court visit, and the slow visit to change names on their names on their Drivers Licenses at the Secretary of State office downtown and around the corner. " Keyboard looked at me closely with her intense dark eyes. "Don't do anything rash. The girl that kills one of those two is gonna be tried as an adult and go to the chair, or whatever they're using these days." Okay." I laughed nervously. "I promise not to kill anybody. I'll let somebody else do it."We both looked silently at each other for a long moment. Then she gave her fine, shiny, perfectly black hair a toss. "Want to go make some music?" she asked."Sure. Lead the way." I climbed down. Two weeks to do some preliminary research, find some office space and get things organized. Do I dare? Do I dare give you the two weeks to explore this anomaly? To find out what this need I seem to have is all about. To see where this leads? By the time you return I have convinced myself to let this happen. I have two weeks to explore the depths of these new feelings in me. You return hand me the toast and grin, “still here I see. Eat up and then we will take a shower”. You raise your eyebrows.