"I'm sorry, David. It wasn't something I wanted to happen, it just did. It was only once, but I guess that's all it took." God," I said."Your father a...d I have not had sex in five years. He cut me off long ago, and now I know why. But that is no excuse. Can you ever forgive me?" She bowed her head.I was silent. I had no idea what to say. There were a host of emotions running through me at that moment. Somewhere inside there was anger or more likely it was jealously that she had been with. (It was a male friend who propositioned her. She told him that if his wife was part of the deal, she would arrange things. He had to go talk his wife into it, but she agreed.) One night, Natalie summoned all four husbands to her house (sending her c***dren to Michelle's house) for Natalie's (and the group's) first official gang-bang. It was less than a month before Michelle had her own four-husband gang-bang, and the other two women soon enough had theirs. About two years after the. The beard and mustache were gone. My hair was cut short. Even my face was thinner and harder. It was quite a change. Even Lisa had commented on it a couple of times.Being home again evenings I went back to the routine I had of leaving the house or going down into my basement room after Maddy went to bed for the night. Socially we had very little contact with anyone other than family. I had joined the American Legion and started stopping there once a week with some of the people I worked with.. On those days, she smelled different, and it wasn't only the little bit of the stink that she put on.Several times, she had girls over and they took me into her room. She would latch the door and have me lie in front of it. The girls would look at me and laugh. Then they would trade books, or they would take off their tops all at the same time and look at each other. Then they would stop and go back to the same giggling and talking that they had done outside.Sometimes, when we were alone, she.