Apsychiatrist would probably give anything to examine someone like me.What happens to a mind when you force a person to give up their true ageand make...them act like a child and enforce childish behavior withtorture and body modification? What happens when you alter someonesgender, one of the core pillars of their identity, against their will? What happens when you make humiliation and debasement the onlyexperiences a person knows?The truth was, after the operation that castrated me and gave. I'd spend month there, go home for two weeks, and then go back for another month. We had to make appointments at each facility before we could go, so scheduling was big issue. The site was about 50 miles from the nearest town. So we'd have to get up early and drive for an hour before we can start working and it was the same going home in the evening. We end up spending a lot of time together talking on the drive to and from site. Since we were in a government vehicle, she had to drive. I. “Military skills? You know what this bitch did to me at Quantico? I owned every record down there. Now this ... this thing ... has three of them! And I had to beat my old record on four other events; she broke my old ones on those. Finally, there’s shooting. You know I’m a pretty fair shot—”Solov interrupted by pointing a finger at his head and simulating a shot. “The ‘Kelly Jackson trademark’,” he said. “I know it well. What about your shooting?”Pretending to be furious, Kelly said, “What. "Tomorrow," she repeated, with less emphasis this time.I said nothing."You know I can't just pick up and follow you down there," she said."I know. I know you've got the new job. Commitments. Anyway, it would be pretty bleak for you, down there. The cities in the league are far apart, and the road trips are going to be brutal. Even if you were to come down, what would you do, all that time? At least here, you've got your family. Holidays coming up. Thanksgiving. Christmas..." You're going to be.