"Why do you wanna leave me?" she asked.She was not paying attention to what I just said. Besides I also wanted to be away from her ... not sure of for...a while or forever."It's not like that. Nita I'm afraid my landlord would not give me back my deposit and even worst, he might throw out all my stuff," I gulped, fearing the worst."Are you scared you won't have any place to live?" she asked me with a concerned look."Yes," I answered."Sweetheart you can always stay with me. I mean you have been. The told me that they had what was called an "open" relationship and that they both liked having sex with people other than each other. They went on to say how much they loved each other, blah, blah, blah, etc. but that they felt it was time I knew about it (even though I already knew ALL about it I acted like I didn't) and that they also felt it was time that maybe I would like to experiment they way they did! I wasn't sure what THAT meant but I had an idea so I asked what they meant and mom. ......So anyway I was walking home one night early about 10 oclock from the pub had only had a couple of pints and I wanted to watch match of the day. I was walking past a piece of wast ground with some trees and bushes and could hear moaning and laughing, I was going to carry on walking home but I was curious so I crept closer two the noises and there she was with two guys, they could not see me but she was bent over and one of them was fucking her from behind while she was giving the other. You've been playing the part of Eva for almost two yearsnow. We're asking you to do so for a few more months, old man, find outwhat you can before we pull you out."This was not what I wanted to do, but on the other hand I felt guiltyabout the relatively cushy number I'd had whileothers were fighting the war. Perhaps this was a way to balance thescales a little, to carry on serving while others were being demobbed,and it would only be for a few months. I nodded, feeling a strange senseof relief.