On the other hand, I'm leaving her modestly well off, & nowperhaps she'll be able to sell this house, which she's never really liked,& move to some pl...ce she finds more congenial. It is a relief because I will leave so many unpleasant thingsbehind me (think of never again having to do taxes!) &, more importantly,will avoid so many unpleasant things to come. This new century is goingto be no picnic. The twentieth century was one of the most appalling foranomie & wholesale murder, but at least. I noticed one day that I no longer even peed through what had once been apenis, but through a new orifice. My penis wasn't really anything other thana clit. My empty scrotum gradually shrank, changing shape. As time passed, asmall slit appeared where I had once had a scrotum, between my new vaginallips.I again started having erotic dreams. I dreamed, for example, that I was atmy quince a?os party, but instead of dancing with the hired male dancers, Ihad sex with them, on the dance floor. I. 'Sorry' he apologized, 'I need to quickly check down there to ensure they are no blockages', his hand on my bared hip and my bum, exposed and in full view.'You OK', he asked me gently, 'Sure, I am fine', and he took a jar from the table, opened it and dipped his finger in, scooping out some creme, which felt cold as he guided his finger onto my anus.'Cold' he laughed, as he pushed gently, working his finger until my sphincter muscle gave way and he pushed all the way inside.It was not painful. I don't even hesitate. Dave in the room or not, I don't care! I edge over to put my crotch right up against his ass and reach around to his front, between his legs. To my surprise, he has undone his pants, pulled them and his briefs down, and his cock is hard as a rock. But SOFT. I'd NEVER felt an erect penis with such soft skin! I'd only played with his slim 6 inch dick for a few short minutes before he started flowing pre-cum. To this day Mark is the only guy I've (blown?) known that could.