I had talked about the weather. I told her I had gone here in New York, there in New York. Nothing about the ideas, the fucking, the emotional changes... Mom mentioned the weather, who was sick, who got married, who had a baby. Nothing down there had changed. Mom still called me Speedy.I put one of the small Hunter fans on the window sill and aimed it at myself on the floor. I took my glasses off and I resumed the workout. I said aloud, "Just take it in moderation, the way you were taught. Do it. I drove up a long gravel road to the Cabin and noticed that aside from his SUV mine was the only other car. I didn't think much of it as I walked up to the door and rang the bell. After a few minutes and no answer I took out my cell and was about to make a call when I heard a shout."Hey you made it!" Jack shouted as he breached the water of the nearby lake. "Oh there you are!" I said walking to the waters edge. "Yeah I was just taking a morning dip, hold on I'll come ashore." Jack started. I asked how it felt, he said real good. I told him I'd be to embarrassed to do it, what if my mom caught me. He said we can do it when we got to my house. I said ok, my mom won't be home till seven. We finished and dressed. Going home I asked him how he keeps it hard,mine goes down after peeing in the morning. He said to think about girls naked. When we made it to my house we went to my room and locked the door. He said to take off my clothes and get on the bed. I undressed and sat on the bed.. At one point I thought, "I have live porn in the living room. Why am I on the computer?" While I thought about what to do I messaged 2 guys that I had met on c's list. They were both older, 55+. I asked if they wanted to come over and play. At this point I was definitely drunk. I went into the living room and put on the raunchiest dvd that we owned. I turned on some quiet music and started stroking my cock to the naked woman on the floor in front of me. That's when I got dirty. I took another.