Sadomasochist – One who enjoys both giving and receiving pain.Top – a role referring to the person giving sensation. One who gives sensation or ac...ion.Topdrop – An emotional, psychological, or physiological state than can sometimes come after play. Usually involves feelings of loss, loneliness, disgust, self-doubt, misgivings about the play or one’s identity as a kinkster, and sadness. Helpful remedies include: cuddling, warm blankets, favorite movies, and good food. Topspace – Also called “top. ”I said, “Jan, I have to agree with you. Now that we have more or less clarified that for now. What would you say if I told you that you had to do anything, anywhere, anytime I asked you to do it?”Jan answered, “I would need to know what it was before I could say that I would do it.”I asked, “Jan, what if that wasn’t an option?”Jan said, “I couldn’t submit to it without knowing in advance what I am supposed to do.”I smiled at Jan asking, “What you are saying is that you couldn’t sign up to do. But he had called me Olivia.There was a sharp chime from the other side of the room, enough to rouseme from my state of utter confusion, and as I looked past the twinmountains of flesh on my chest for the first time, I realised what my dadwas so apologetic for when he'd burst through the door.I wasn't wearing any pants.Only a pair of lace black panties with such little material that - fromhis perspective from the other side of the room - my father may havethought I wasn't wearing anything at. ”“Who? Jeremy again?”“Well, that would be okay. Are there any other guys that you wouldlike to do it with?”Hesitating a moment she asked, “How about a girl? The night after I watched Jeremy and Nicole I remembered her showing me Jeremy’s cum on her pussy. I wanted to lick it, but not in front of Jeremy. So what I would like is for you to fuck Nicole and then I would eat her out afterwards.”“Do you think Nicole would let me fuck her?” Rob asked.“She has wanted to get into my pants since we.