He was in. He was stabbing her with his dick, spreading her lips, giving to her what I want to yesterday. Lucky bastard. Then I thought, why not, I...could easy sneak up and listen better, so I did. I crept the stairs and could hear her moan and groan and give her lover encouragement to go on, go on. This was so sexy. The woman who yesterday I was wanking over was feet away from me getting fucked for real.I positioned myself outside the bedroom door and I swear I could hear each sloppy push. Carefully moaning in my sheet , fucking my toy bbc and loving iti cum sit on it deep bouncing on my bedbecoming the cock lover i was , not thinking about anything but the bbc in my hole stretching up myself like a boy pussy i spent the next days at night looking at porn fucking on my bbc toygoing down the sissy path without realising itTuring my tight boy hole into a cock loving cuntall it need was the timing , i kinda knew it , wanted it then on a saturday at the park with friends i must have. .to have the honor of being in the same room with his wife when she got fucked by one of her lovers. To watch his wife get pleasured to the point of almost blacking out. To be able to stroke his cock and cum while he watched them, but only if she allowed it. To the point where several times the sex was so mind blowing that they made cracks in the bed frame. And if he was real lucky, he would get to lick his wife's pussy...but only after it was jack hammered by a big, hard cock and dripping with. "I'm screwed! What have I done? I've been caught. How stupid can I be?Why do I do this? Why do I dress this way? Why am I driven to masturbatethis way? Why aren't I normal? Why did I have to let myself get caught?Why?" Those were the words that I didn't know if I was thinking tomyself, or muttering out loud, "Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid."I felt awful. I was ashamed, scared, nervous, frightened, and angry atmyself. I sat there, looking like a cute little cheerleader who just hadher heart.