I use to work at an art museum where I was one of only four black men there. One night, I call Anita, one of my fwb's & arrange for her to meet me at ...y apartment when I get off. She says she's bringing some whip cream & chocolate syrup with her. Just 30 minutes before I get off, four cowers show up asking if I'm going to a party that is being thrown by another coworker. There were two guys & two girls. Now one of the girls was the hottest woman on the job. A beautiful bi racial woman( Marci). Fucked hard.Who can I get to fuck me? My dads friend our neighbor will do. He's old probably 40. If he's got a stiff dick I'll fuck him. I don't care. Maybe I can seduce him into fucking me?I saw our neighbor Jim in the yard. I went out to talk to him. Hi, well look at you. Can I come over? Sure why not. I waddled into the back yard, Jim put his hand on my belly. That in itself set my pussy on fire. I haven't been touched anywhere in months. So Jim asked what's up. I told him I'm as horny as. I would buy nice dresses and lingeries then try them out. At first it was in my apartment only, but slowly i pushed myself. I would go out dressed as a girl. No one could say i was a boy from the inside. One night i wore a nice skirty dress and red panties then went towards a nearby park. It would make me alot excited. Although i never felt sexual attraction or anything sexual towards any guy. I was walking in the park that i was approached by a huge black guy. He was definitely 6ft in height.. The Front line by the sidewalk included cars that both started and were considered the best chances for sales. It doesn’t depict it here but there were front line car wheels parked in grass never mowed yet somehow seemed to add some sense of class to the otherwise happenstance looking operation. Funny thing was the sugar ants dwelled in that grass in the sand, the soil (we were close to the beach) and those critters could bite, really bear down.The flip flop sandle foot donned customers had.