"Sophie, it'simportant that you don't dwell on this one incident. I know you wellenough to know that you won't view your entire life as a woman throug...the lens of this one incident, even if it does make you feel morevulnerable." It'd never have happened to 'James', though," Sophie retorted."Yes, you're probably right," Dr Phillips conceded. "But like I said ashort while ago, it's not 'James' sat in front of me." ...No it isn't," Sophie mumbled. "But I- I'm worried." That's perfectly natural,". Peter and Shirley have a four year old and today she asked me if I would baby-sit while they go to the "O" club for a few hours. I had nothing to do so, why not, besides I have wanted to look around their place. I have to admit it; I am a snoop; I have always been one and I can never resist a chance to, you know, look around. Never knowing what I will come across; I never take anything, like I said; I am just snoopy, nosey and curious.I have to be there at eight tonight, so what I think I'll do. Or mai mrket gya or ek vodka ki bottle le aaya jb ghar aaya tb riya bilkul chup baithi hui thi mai bola kya hua boli dard ho rha h .Mai bola ek kaam kr do pag lga sb theek ho jyega wo boli theek h or hum dono saath me baith k peene lge pite pite mai bola daru ko teri chut p lga deta hu dard km lgega wo v nashe me thi or maine muhh me daru li or uski chut p kiss krne lga hum phir gram ho gye or ab wo v full excited thi usne mujhe litaya or mere lund p kiss krne lgi kafi der usne mera lund chusa. He kisses them. And says, "I love you, but if you stay still, I'll let you go. I said I want you. And you said it too. If you don't let me do what I want, you'll be punished.. I won't hurt you though.. Like I said, I just want you. And I love you." he takes out a camera and sets it down next to us. I was stupid. Being in love with a 12th grader. Most athletic guy in school. I still push away, "don't please.. Im still a virgin.. I'll do anything.." Alex laughs. Gets off of me. And says,.