Slowly I start to make cut marks. Trying to numb all the pain, tears rolling down my cheeks. Someone walks out of a stall and looks at the drops of b...ood on the sink. Rushing over she turns the water on and pulls my wrist under the water. I try to pull away from her, please… Please no I say shakily. I want to die.. She pulls out a shirt from her backpack, and makes strips of it. Using the strips she wraps my wrist after putting iodine on it. She cleans my blade and ask who is your last. What I did have, was a mild headache. This was new. I never got headaches from my searches. My conclusion was, that if I couldn't find him, he was dead. I said as much to Mr. Smith."I was afraid of that, but I wasn't sure," he muttered to himself."He a terrorist, or criminal?" I asked curiously."I'm afraid that what he is, or was, is classified. Thanks for trying though, I appreciate it," Smith said, while putting his photo away.He got up and left the room leaving me to my own devices. I made. As she stroked him, she led him to the side of the pool and helped him sit on the edge."There, this is a good way to talk," she declared as she stroked and fondled him in a more leisurely way."Troy, are you still a virgin?" Uh, yeah. You, uh, know about my family life and stuff." Well, I would be honored to introduce you to sex. I really like you and I am so impressed with how you have dealt with Sarah. Maybe you want to keep it for the right girl, I don't know. I can certainly respect that.. " "I will," I replied "Ok see you soon darling." "Yeah see you soon," I said as I hung up, oh how I missed him but as hesaid only three more weeks and then after Christmas only a few moremonths and then we would be together forever.The following Friday around 11:00 am the telephone rang, I picked upthe handset. "Hi can I speak with Mrs Wilson," the caller asked. "Speaking," I replied. "Oh Mrs Wilson I'm pleased to tell you that your offer on the propertyat Hallbank Street has been accepted.".