”“So, come on, let’s go out. We can go someplace and just have fun. Like we said, no pressure, no expectations. I promise I’ll keep my hands a...d lips to myself the entire time. We’ll never do anything unless it’s what you want to do.”Somehow, she reluctantly agreed to that and we set up a date for the next week.Over the next few weeks Maya and I went out a few times. At first she was almost shy and timid. She obviously thought I was going to try to get in her pants every time we went out. I. And yet, I knew I would soon be ready to go again because I wanted him to take what was left of my virgin body. This night was far from over...but that will wait for the rest of this story. Chapter 2My friend of many years, Jim, had just given me the most mind shattering blow job of my life. I had never before been with another guy even though I had fantasized about it for much of my life. The wait had been worth it. Having sex with Jim had given me a perspective I'd never before had being with. Two things puzzled me, it was always guys who had the problem, but as many women ran this course and it never happened to them. The other odd thing was that it only ever happened to one person in each race.None of that put me off running; it’s not as though they disappeared forever, or came back minus a foot or permanently stupid. Whatever the mystery was it didn’t seem to do any harm.In many ways, it was my favourite course. I loved the silence of the big trees. There were birds; I’ve heard a. She washolding me and telling me things would work out.Lyssa got me out of the tub, helped me dry off, andwalked me back to the bedroom. She was so kind, sogentle, and I just needed that so badly that I startedcrying all over again.She pulled back the bed covers and had me get in and Iwas still weepy. I looked up into her deep brown eyesand asked her to hold me.She hesitated and then broke down.“Oh my God, Kathy, I don’t know if I can,” she said andsat down on the bed, a flood.