After you told me your secret, things changed. You’re open and relaxed around me now. I feel like I know you better than anyone else. That’s a pri...ilege I don’t take lightly. But I have a feeling that this is temporary. The next time I see you, the wall will be back.’ I can see his point. Telling him about my past and my struggle with my sexuality had lifted a tremendous weight from my shoulders. It’s a secret barrier that still stands between me and the rest of my friends and family. ‘David,. You know,"Played" with Grandpa Dan before? I mean. Have you guys ever done anything like this? I mean,before this morning,when He was licking your cunny?" The words rushed out of my mouth,before I could stop them. She looked at me with a suprised expression on her cute,tiny face."Oh? No. But I have wanted Him to! I peek at Him and Mommy doing all kinds of neat stuff! They "Play" with each other all the time,when they think I'm in bed as leep!" She said,grinning even more at me. "It wasn't until. Khush ho rahi thee. Yah bhi dhyan nahi tha ki bedroom ka darwaza khula huva tha. Pati aur bhai dekh rahe the. Aslam train ki mafik who zatke de raha tha aur main bhi charam seema par pahunch gayi theee. Aur main zad gayi. Lekin who nahin zada. Uska land geela hote hi aur josh mein aa gaya. Aur zor se choodne laga. Main bahut thak gayi thee. Lekin who nahin thaka tha. Who to bas machine ke tarah kabhi dheerese, kafi josh mein choodte jaa raha tha. Use bhi maza aa raha tha. Jitne maze le raha. He finished the smoke and crushed out the butt."It's a damned weird dream, it has to be," he said in a low voice. "Ifit was real, Sonya would be raising holy hell right now and not justlying on the bed."He got up and went into the bathroom again. There was still silence fromthe bedroom. He felt so awkward walking, like his hips were going tobump into anything remotely nearby at any moment. In the mirror helooked at her face staring back at him."Sonya," he said, "I don't know what the fuck is.