It dawned on me that I love my life as Lexi and I do not want to let it go! I call myself bi but I really only love men…then in my mind I am a woman...and that is natural. As I was daydreaming, I heard a male voice that said, “Excuse me Miss.”The male was tall, muscular and was a little intimidatingI snapped out of my trance and said, “Yes?”The stranger said, “I appreciate you showing me your boobs on the Interstate!” “I would love to see more of you!” Oh, my stars! This was the truck driver I. He walked through the interior to the enclosed back porch. The generator started on the first try. As soon as it began to run smooth, Jesse threw the switch to start the emergency lighting system. The outbuildings were lit by low wattage bulbs.The big man looked around. "Hell, I'm bored," he told himself. "I need to hire me a female cowboy, one with big tits." He thought a minutes, then changed his mind, as he added, "Nah, with my luck she'd turn out to be one of those militant type lesbians. So much in fact that I don't want to hurt you. When I saw you last night I knew that you saw me and I almost called for you to come up - why not, the damage was already done. But at the last second I said maybe he was looking the other way and didn't see you naked and staring hungrily at those two guys. What makes it really hard for me is that those two guys you saw last night don't mean a damn thing to me and yet they got to fuck me while you, who I do care about, didn't."I have a problem. I. Khanik pore didi braer hook ta lagiye nilo. Jaiye didi barer hook ta lagiye hath ta samne anlo aar ami amar hath ta pechone korlam omni maa ranna ghor theke hall ghore eshe gelo. Maa bichanate didir pashe bose didir songe katha bolte laglo. Ami bichana theke uthe bathroomer dike chole gelam kenoa amar laura ta khoob garam hoye giyechilo aar ekhuni hath na marle ami khete boste partam na. Porer din jakhon ami aar didi balcony te danriye chilam takhon didi amake jigesh korlo, “Bablu, kal raate.