We made out for a few minutes, until I broke the kiss. Are you gay, Ray? I asked. I dont know, he said. I heard about you and Artie, and I always ha... weird feelings for you and I figured I could at least try to make a move. Dont talk so much, just lets kiss!. I told him and pushed his face into mine. I was kinda pissed that Artie told, but I guess he was looking out for me by getting me a new boy toy. Ray and me continue to kiss, and I could tell he was nervous. I doubt he had much. Sammi whispered something in Lisa’s ear and she turned to me and giggled before walking away. Within a minute she was back with another two beers and triple vodka and coke. I didn’t need telling again and I finished the vodka and coke from the last round before starting on the salad. ?So, I tried to ignore it but I felt more and more desperate about dominating someone. I suggested it to Rachael but she wasn’t interested and when I tried forcing it one night everything changed. Rachael. I realized that I now always thought of Sophie instead of Emily when I masturbated.Sophie managed to extract a lot of information from me during those first few weeks. She would sit next to me, legs crossed, smiling coquettishly, and quiz me on every aspect of my life. She knew all about my fianc?, my family, my friends, where I lived, my job, my financial situation, everything. I could not deny her anything. She asked, and I told her. I was helpless. She used to drop heavy hints about her. Celes quickly steadied the glass and then handed to Danica."You've been practicing, I see," Danica said with a smile and then took a drink."I have to. I could accidentally hurt you or someone else if I don't get this damn power under control. I'm stuck with it now." I can understand why you do, but you'll have to get past your resentment of that power. You can't change what you are. It's a part of you."Celes sighed, "I know. My love always told me that I couldn't escape my destiny, and I guess.