That was until I turned 18.I knew that then maybe he would make a move on me. I had it all planned out, I pretended that I left a school book at my fr...ends house and I knew that he was the only one home. I purposely wore my tight shorts and a belly shirt because I knew he couldn’t resist that. I rang the door bell and he came to answer it, you should have seen the look he gave me, it was like he wanted me right then and there! Being nervous I managed to stumble the words out I forgot my book, I. ? This I vow before God and before those I love.'"? She had stopped questioning, and wrote the words as fast as she could. She had her knees up, each ankle still tethered to a wrist. ?Now sign your name, and date it.?? She did so.? ?Now write your home address, not this one, but where your parents live.?? She did this too.?? ?Write your mother's name and your father's, and the minister's.?? She looked up at me, her eyes a question.? I looked hard and stern, and said, ?Don’t forget to smile. This is why she seems distracted at home. I knew that if Cheryl was cheating our marriage was toast. I'm not the deepest thinker or most profound guy but I didn't care why only that she did. Only that she had."What's this Gary look like?" I asked barely containing my anger."Big guy, 6' 3 or 4. Sally says he's sorta good looking but kinda slick, if you know what I mean? You know him?" Yeah, or I should say I met him once. It was at a Christmas party at the Stanton's house." I had a grim smile on. I'm Lawrence, but my folks all just call me Larry." "Thanks Larry! I gotta go in. Cya"My neighbor had another nickname too, but I wouldn't know about it till later.Larry went back to cutting his yard, and I went in the house. Dad stopped me just as I got to the stairs. "What was that n****r doing out there?" He was helping me Dad, those cans were too heavy." Well, taking the trash out is a good n****r job, but I don't want you talking to him. You know what I think about n****rs. Don't let me.