As she did this though,her lips somehow met mine. We both flushed a deep red before she ran off to compose herself. I say there for a couple minutes j...st trying to figure out what the fuck happened. My game completely forgotten, I went to the kitchen to grab some food. Now I guess I should explain something. Lynnsey and I were probably closer mentally than me and Skylar. Also, Skylar and I live in the same room while Lynnsey is our roommate. We have the best dorm on campus with 2 bedrooms.. I didn’t think anything of it because it was just friendly old lady talk and she would always compliment me for something; it didn’t matter if I was a total mess, I would always receive a compliment from Mrs. Wilks. I smiled and thanked her. I started to mow the lawn when Mrs. Wilks came out and was sitting in a chair sunning herself as I mowed the grass. She was wearing a blue tank-top and short black running short over a swimsuit. It was a typical sunny day in July, and any woman no matter. “But maybe. It still doesn’t change much. He wants that from me. They all want that from me. That’s all they’re interested in, and the actual ‘getting to know me’ thing isn’t interest or whatever, it’s foreplay or it’s getting information so they know how to ask me at just the right situation where I’m weak and say yes. They don’t even know who I am.” She shook her head sadly. “If someone were to ask Carson to describe me in one word, it wouldn’t actually describe me. It would be some bullshit. But I realized that the damage was already done. Sheila already knew she'd lost me. She already knew I'd chosen Charlotte. She'd helped me in fact. She'd faced the truth and let me go. Her heart had already been broken for a while now."You keep a picture of me in your porn stash?" A girl can dream can't she?"How could I have been so blind?My love for Charlotte had blinded me. It would probably have been more amazing if I had thought about anything other than those beautiful eyes of Charlotte's,.