Aww what a relief to be able to rotate my head left and right. It was stiff because for months it has been held still looking in one direction. Me and...Billy will now share the water bottle and we both have a separate funnel we are sitting in but the tube for our urine is connected together for some reason. Then it hits me the bastard cut off my other arm now I am just like Billy no legs and no arms. I start crying thinking about it and all the dreams I had come rushing in to me all same time. I. Franks will never tell anyone else so you are safe. You trust momma don'tyou Cindy?" Yes Momma." Then do everything the doctor tells you to. Do you understand?" Yes momma." My will power left me again. I could wonder, but could donothing to stop myself. By now I really wondered if I wanted to stop. Wasthis strange or would stopping be strange?Elsie took blood samples, then measurements. She poked and prodded andsmiled making little "Ah good," and "Really good," comments as sheworked. "So Cindy,. They casually strolled and chatted, walking off their meal, as the moon reflected off the water, lighting up the night. The wind created a gently breeze that brought forth the scent of the sea air. They left the beach shortly before 11pm, so they could make it home for midnight, in time for her birthday and Dave’s plans. Kayla fell asleep somewhere on the parkway until they pulled into his development and he killed the engine. He brought her hand to his lips and placed light kisses across her. “You were first who did,” she said. “Most of the guys – shit, what am I saying – all of the guys I had been with were worried about exactly one of us getting off. And every time, only one of us did. And it was never me.”“Melanie, I’m confused,” I said honestly. “Then why?”“I had to become an adult to realize that I did not believe that I deserved to be that way. My reason for living was to have guys get off,” she explained after if describing a TV show. “But when I came that first time, with.