She regretted, even now, ten years after their sojourn within the bosom of the earth, that she'd not been able to summon the courage to make her thoug...ts known to her friends, and that nothing had happened but the picture taking. She sighed, thinking that, at least, she had the album of photographs, the images of their ephemeral beauty, and of her own stillborn desires for an intimacy beyond mere friendship and of lust fulfilled."We weren't naïve," Monica, seated beside Abbei, disagreed. "We. They sounded good today. No, great. Their practice was starting to pay off. Before I even realized what was happening, I was crossing the street. It was hard to think about anything other than the music as I stood at the entrance to the garage. I had never heard music so amazing before. The music was a primal beat that pounded through me.There were four members of Kurt's band. Kurt looked so powerful, so manly, with his mohawk and piercings and ragged, jean jacket. Not his usually, scrawny. He told them to ask for Jacob if they wanted him. Jacob looked at Janet when Carl was not looking. He gave her a look as if to say, “I hope you call because I would like to see more.”As they approached the front door there was a man there to greet them and open the door for them. They walked in and several people were already there. The hosts, Bryon and Susan immediately came up to them to welcome them. Bryon seemed to pay a little extra attention to Janet but not so much as to cause any type. She was smelling ME. I felt an erotic adrenaline rush at the sight. In her mouth it went, her tongue covering all of its surface. She pulled it back and made a tasting motion with her tongue, then put it back in her mouth, licking it up and down. I couldn't help wondering what would happen if I walked in and said, "You want to taste the real thing...?" But I was terrified to do it. It's one thing to fantasize, but had no idea what offering myself to her would really lead to. I wasn't ready.The.