And now I saw how this was going to end.The night before I left for Boston, as I laid in bed, the Monster, and the Voice didn’t war with each other....Instead they seemed to spur me on. Each in their own way, the Monster with strategy, and planning, the Voice with my reasons for going. For the first time in my life, I felt centered. I had read many eastern philosophers, and finally understood what they meant when they said if you know yourself, and your enemy, and you’ll win every battle. I was. If I'm reading between the lines correctly Dad probably has a fair chance of reCAPping and getting a sponsor level score as well. I'm going to offer you and Erica this: Since you are going to be in a combat unit and most probably deployed together I will take your entire family as my dependents if both of you are killed in combat. I'm sending along paperwork that with your signatures will make that offer more than just a bit of idle chatter. If I'm unacceptable I suggest you find someone else. As usual there was a lot of editing to be done and it was time-consuming but necessary. The videos required editing to make them a continuing story, cutting in views from one camera with those of another, etc. There was always work to be done to get ready.At 9:48, I answered the doorbell and admitted a 23 year-old brunette named Contessa. She had a slightly Continental look and I knew she had an Italian background. She was a very pretty woman with a quick smile that always set my heart to. And one of the reasonswhy I have to talk with you." Having a problem with the wig?" No, and you are so generous to lend it to me. The main reason I'm hereis money. You haven't told me yet what all that has cost. And I actuallystill need several things, for example lingerie. I'm slowly beginning toask myself whether I'm just working to get girl clothing."She grinned at me. "That is a normal reason for you, isn't it?"OK, the story that I'm a transvestite. I'd totally forgotten that. Butthe way.