But he tightened his griparound me so I couldn't. And cried some more."I wazz gunna marrrry her. I wzzzz. I wazzzs guhna proppuz 'nervrythingggg. ...urrry hrrr." He was sobbing into my shoulder. Sobbingand slurring and holding me so tightly to him. I hurt for him. I onlywanted him to be happy. I loved making the men in my life happy. But hewas holding me so tight I couldn't move. I couldn't hold my friend andhelp him at all. I could only help him by letting him keep holding me.He was. ?I wasn’t sure whether this thing would do what the blurb said it would, but I must say it was well worth the money. Oh, by the way, I used your bank account to pay for it,? she was talking about the device she held in her hand, she turned it this way and that, as if she had never seen it before.?It’s clever don’t you think? You see, with that tube locked in place you can’t get an erection, as you’ve already discovered. So that will stop you fucking around for starters. Then this little. "Harlen looked down at his half full mug. "If only Hyandai's was so simple to work with."The old man nodded. "I will not ask you, Harlen, what it might be, for some are rather embarrassing to bear." He said. "But know that it is core to her, and without it she would not be who she is." He grinned widely. "But I think I know what it is, for her behavior marks her with it. Her sister gave me no kiss by proxy." He said, smiling. "Her fey is love, lust, or romance, or I'm a wet-eared whelp."Harlen. . Oh god I wish he knew,’ he said with such depth of feeling. There wasn’t anything I could do other than hold him but now I became determined that I would try to do something. Oh I knew it was dangerous but this was so bloody unfair. Unfair on all of us but particularly on him. He didn’t deserve this did he, he’d paid for his selfishness for years. He didn’t need to go on paying. I was determined to talk to Jo about it to see what we could do. Luckily, as it turned out, I didn’t need to do.