I wasn’t even sure I knew who it was from. I didn’t recognize the email address. There wasn’t any text it was just the subject line:“If you ca... find me; you can fuck me!!”How can I ignore an email like that? I mean really!! Well, the search had commenced. I was trying to think of anyone that would send me an email like that.Old girlfriends that I still had phone numbers for, I immediately got on the phone, call after call after call. No luckShit; now it was time for me to leave for work. That. Due to the way i was secured, with my wrists attached to the post and the noose rope slanting up and away from me, I had a perfect view of my genitals, now a bright shade of purple. i was sure that Mistress had planned it that way; She had always made sure that i could watch myself being punished. It seemed to intensify the experience for both of us. The pain had now lessened, likely due to the loss of circulation, but there was still the awful pressure and the strain on my lower abdomen. i. Another stinking hot crush home on the underground. Never quite knowing whether everyone looking through me is a good thing. Wishing there was someone who would just notice me. Just once. A shared smile, even a sneer. I’m sick of being invisible to everyone unless they want photocopying done or another coffee run. Another night alone in my flat. Moving to the city sure meant more money but what use if that when you’ve nothing you want to spend it on and no­one to spend time with. Meeting. ” Bobby kissed her forehead and continued. “I don’t know what’s changed, but I am going to find out. My concern is that I not lose contact with any of you, so stay close to Katie as much as possible. I should be able to join you at your house by late afternoon. Katie, let’s exchange cell phone numbers but don’t enter a name in your directory for mine. Let me know when you’re ready.”Katie pulled out her cell phone and said “Ready”. Bobby read his number to her and she entered it as he did.