The future had evaporated in a flash of loss, my parents passing robbing me of security and comfort, stealing my dreams, my happiness. I missed a moth...r's care, her soft smile, her gentle chiding for me to do better, her warm hug. I missed a father who lived life large, filling a room to bursting with his energy, making you feel excitement at the most mundane things, wanting to please him."Aidan?"Glancing at Alexis, slender, fine-boned like Mom, young, her soft brown eyes glistening with unshed. For the first year everything went fine but by thetime I was seventeen things began to change around my house. My Step sister hadjust broke up with her boyfriend and was a bit drunk. ?Hey fagot? she yelled atme I just ignored her ?hey faggot I?m talking to you???????????? ?What!? Iresponded with a slightly raised voice??????????? ?Don?traise your voice at me you ungrateful piece of shit you should be over here lickingmy feet like the dog you are!? she Yelled ??????????? ?What ever?I continued. The ominous fear that her husband might arrive unprotected crossed her mind, and she tried to force the thought away, occupying herself with cutting up the ham and placing it in a skillet on the stove. But there was no way she could push the dreadful idea from her head; she had been gone for three days, and by now a search party must be out in the mountains."Where the hell's the food," she heard Josh shout out from the front room. "Hurry up and get with it."She turned toward the door and saw. This guy Martin was so smoking and had themost beautiful hairless dick!"We were such a bad influence on her, but she was so adorable when shecursed. "Thanks Reiko, I did not expect the meeting to go that long. Or tocome home looking like something out of Playboy!" More like Hustler Busty Beauties or Huge Juggs Quartlerly!" said Delia.We all had a good laugh, then I realized I had not eaten this morning andit was just after 12 now."Well, who wants lunch? I'm buying." So we all piled in one of.