.. fuck! It really is that I feel like I've been lying to Alexis. I've been extremely careful not to lie to her, but by omission, I've lied. And I'm j...st afraid of the guilt. And that guilt is holding me back from pushing her more physically too. So we're stuck at this physical/emotional barrier. And it's all my fault.And once I figured that out a few days ago, I know she noticed. I'm a bit withdrawn, and she can tell something's up. The guilt is good for one thing—I've thrown myself into. V. i will manage myself. I said T.V. is boring mami i don’t want to watch it, she said ok then sit here and see how i am cooking. I thought of getting naughty with her, she was cooking french beans, I said the cabbage looks good, she saw here and there and with a wierd look asked me where is the cabbage. I was staring at her boobs, and in that madness i said i am telling about your cabbage. She saw me staring at her boobs and said have u gone mad ? I saw her she was a bit smiling, I gathered. I explained to Katja that she was there and Katja went and invited her in. Giesela came right over to me and gave me a kiss that only lovers exchange. Katja gave me a look like ok what the hell is going on here. Giesela told her that we we're lovers and that it ws the best thing that had happened to her in suh a long time that she didn't care that I was her sister's husband. She only knew that I had a good big hard dick that gave her some much pleasure. Katja was dumbfounded and just looked at. She never let them cum in her mouth either, usually finishing them off with her hand.Steve headed for the door, stopping only briefly to say, “Again sorry Darla. I hope our next meeting isn’t started with a porn scene.” She could hear him laughing as he went down the hall.After Steve left, Darla shut the door and carried her bag over to her bed. She laid it on the bed and then it struck her it was made. She couldn’t remember making it two weeks ago when she moved in.Shelly seeing her look of.