" You know I'm not ready for that," stating what he already knew was pointless, but it gave me a chance to re-lock the door while I thought of ways to...keep him around, "I bet I can think of a way to make that problem less important for the moment. Do you think you could handle snuggling with me tonight?" Katt, I like you a lot, really, but I know this is all new for you and I don't want to push you into anything. I will call you tomorrow, I promise." Nope, not letting you leave until I get my. This was what I wanted. This couldn’t be real. I had to be misunderstanding. Stephen wasn’t into girls like me. Shaking, I finally opened my mouth, daring to look him in the eye when he looked up at me. ‘Sexually?’ His breath hissed out in half a laugh. ‘God, yes. In any way that you’ll let me, Rach! Hell, I’d settle for holding your hand.’ ‘Stephen…’ My eyes prickled but I kept talking, choking a little on a tightening throat. ‘You really want to be with me? Like, romantically?’ I was. Tum muj par trust karo ma tum ko bhoat kush karo gi. Ma na bola ki ma ya sab kasay kar sakta ho. Uncle zaman na maray pa bohat trust kartay hai or ma un ki wife kay sath hi.Reply aya k tum uncle ki tension mat lo ma un ko pata b nahi lagnay du gi. Ya tumharay or maray ma hi hoga. Tumharay uncle na mujay pasay tu bohat diya hai par mari sex ti bookh nhi mitay patay. I am sex loving person. Tum mujay plz sakoon day du ma ap ko b mayos nahi karo gi ya naveed ap ka isan ho ga maray pa please. Ma na. I've never felt anything like this before." I'm going to regret this someday, but why don't we make a deal?"I looked at her curiously. "What kind of deal?" We could help each other," she said bluntly. "I know it sounds absolutely horrible, but I think if we helped each other, then this situation would be a lot easier for us to deal with. What do you think?"I couldn't believe what my mother had just said. If I didn't know any better, I would have thought that she offered me a chance to sexually.