..almost nervous. I chalk it up to my long illness, and get out of the car. The hall is filled with the clicking of our high heels as we head toward ...he elevator. I revel in the sound. I love the way my stockinged legs feel when they rub together, the swish of my skirt, the taste of my lipstick. But something feels wrong. I can't quite place it, but something strange is happening. The music in the elevator reassures me. We get off on our floor and head toward the executive office. I see. The two women were similarly dressed to Leanna and were grinning ear to ear. ‘You KNOW who I am because you can see me. Now open the gate before I tell the Matriarch’s cook that Roast silky and fillet of Julie are going to be on the menu. I heard them call down, between giggling, to women below to open the gates and when they slowly swung open we stepped forward. Leanna muttered to herself, not wanting anyone to hear ‘Do all warriors get stupid when they are on duty with their wives?’ It was an. She had strict instructions that I was to call Rick Elliott first thing, then let Mack, Ellie and Beth know I wasn't spending time in jail.We rode quietly for a while before Judy spoke."You need to watch things like that," she said simply.I told her I didn't get mad often, but when I got mad, I got really mad, very quickly."I won't tell you I'm sorry for what I've done," I told her. "I'm sorry for how this might affect Bailey. I'm only sorry for that because this had nothing whatsoever to do. Think of the Ricardo Montalban accent. As I went from newlywed to mature, most of the values I grew up on were loosened, of, maybe totally forgotten. We experimented with recreational d**gs, mostly weed. We got to enjoy alcohol, a little too much and sometimes irresponsibly. We got into enjoying porn, having sex to porn and role playing quite a few of the porn scenes. I mention it all since it was alcohol, weed and my sexual fantasies, along with my own weakness which created my current.