Every time she moved her curves would tease and excite me. She was the size of an older c***d in the West, but absolutely all woman.Our first sex was ...n a hotel in Kichijoji, Tokyo, about three months after we'd started dating. We were both hungry and eager for each other. We'd kissed and touched each other previously, to gasping hunger, but held back.We kissed briefly but were so ready that I'd soon progressed to undressing her completely. I'd caressed her places before, but never seen her. Every tick of the clock seemed to have elongated. Time had come to a stand still, it seemed.As the sensation reached my head, I felt a sharp pain, as if to bring me back to my senses. Realizing that I was gawking shamelessly at her naked figure, I quickly threw my head sideways, and said, "Oh Kate! I can't do it. It is wrong …" Before I could finish, she started sobbing uncontrollably. I held her by her shoulders, afraid she might collapse on her feet."I knew I am ugly! I know that is why. “You’re such a cutie,” Jon said. Our conversation moved on. We had another drink and were talking about school things when an older version of Jon walked in. He waved and came to the bar. “This is my brother Pete,” Jon said. “Nice to meet you,” I replied. “Nice to meet you. Let me get a drink,” He said. The bar tender came up. “Tom Collins please. And a refill for these two,” She nodded and went to make the drinks. “My you’re a looker,” he said. “She a boi?” he asked Jon. “Only at birth,. Sleep with you ... make your babies ... lots of babies. I want to be your dirty secret woman if I can’t be your wife.”That took me by surprise, I have NEVER lived with a girlfriend and my initial reaction was always negative - except for this time. Part of me wanted it right now. I made a real connection to her while she was blindfolded and bound in my basement for my pleasure every way I wanted to put my cock into her.Let me tell you, I knew what was a very sick reason that was for either of.