How many others sat there as I did wondering at his determination, or stupidity? Would he have appreciated someone giving him a hand, walking behind, ...ushing him instead of his doing it himself? Or would he have found annoyance in that? I think that all of us at times appreciate a little push, a little help once in a while. But sometimes, we need to push ourselves, even if we wigwag up the sidewalk, frustratingly so perhaps, against the wind, against the cold, against the anger and frustration. It was hard now and ready for action.He held me and told me he loved watching Monique and me making love. He started to talk about women and orgasms and I cut him off. I told him I understood completely now what he was talking about. I told him I watched Monique orgasm and it was so erotic and sexy I wanted to masturbate while I watched her. He smiled and told me ever since he was a young guy he had this fixation of watching women cum. He told me he had seen his mom and dad make love one night.. .. and then walk away?I was back on the hillside in Lorraine, and Jean stood facing me. She smiled and I bobbed my head in recognition. "Each of us has free will, Brother David. Each of us sees the world and interprets it in our own way. One of the easiest mistakes to make, particularly when you are young and less experienced, is to assume what you perceive is 'truth.' Thus, we can accept what we see, disbelieve it -- or we can take the wisest course and question it."Because, you see, the. ’ ”“A morning massage? You really think I need tying up for that?”“To stay in one place, even when you get all excited the way you do?” she said lightly. “Absolutely. Otherwise, you’d be all over me. Let me fetch.”He didn’t call after her when her footsteps padded from the room. Best let her have her fun. Hell, there might be some good sport in it for him too. Her light tread returned within moments and then she was climbing on the lower part of his bed, positioning herself between his legs,.