All of my fears and embarrassment vanished. We talked. I told Rachel that I didn't understand why imagining her with other guys excited me, but it did... She told me that she has never been able to understand why it excites her to be a slut, but it does.” “Sounds to me like you were made for each other,” said Scotty. “We came to the same decision, but it took some time. That night, while we were lying in bed after making love, Rachel asked me how I'd feel if she started dating again. The question. ”Iris sighed. “It’s about Hercules, but it’s not what you would expect.”“Tell me.” Matt demanded.“Ruth is looking forward to it, but she has ideas about it that ... well, you should hear it from her. I ... Your father and I had talked about something like this. Ryan wanted to see me with a dog. It was a bucket list item for him. Now it’s going to happen, and Ryan isn’t here to see it. It’s making me sad...”“So why didn’t it happen?”“Ryan wanted it, but he also had concerns. If we bought a dog. I gave no thought that my actions might affect others. I acted as a child does when it is hurt and struck out blindly without thought. What he did was vile and wrong, but he did not kill me. Others have suffered the same horror I did and survived without seeking vengeance. Others used the goodness of their souls to forgive. Instead, I used my power to exact my revenge. I guess the fates decided my face should reflect the ugliness of my blighted soul. I have no right to bewail my unrequited. They drew each other like magnets. I've already had five orgasms, and I still can't wait to fuck with her.She got ready for Karen by taking a long bath, then putting on a lace teddy she had never worn yet, pale aqua with lacy transparent flower designs. Her body was clearly revealed through it, and she had contemplated wearing it for Jonelle, if Jonelle were ever to return. But now, as if to spite her, she would wear it for Karen.She had never actually prepared this way for a lover, and by the.