"Hey, Ricky, lean your seat back," Susie said, and he found the leverthat would let him do that, putting his head near his girlfriend'slap."Not entire...y safe, what are you doing?" Coraline asked."Braiding his hair," Susie replied. "Don't worry, it'll be okay forwhere we're going." Caroline's car had good suspension, and he smiledas she put his hair back into its familiar, comfortable pigtails. Shekissed him on the forehead when she was done, and he sat back uphappily, not caring one whit if. We went to the bedroom, stripped off our clothes and crawled in bed. That's when things went south. He grabbed my balls and squeezed hard. He started criticizing my size and called me names. I wasn't going to put up with that. I wanted to have sex for fun. Pain and humiliation isn't fun. So I ended it.It was a couple of years before I was willing to try again. I had been approached by guys wanting to have sex with me, but I turned them down. I wanted it but had trouble trusting anyone. After a. Pr sab normal tha sham ko sath ghar aaye or khana khaya dono fir ek bed pr sone chle gye kuch der tv dekha or baatein ki usne btaya ki vo mere aane se bahut khush h. Or chahata h ki mein kuch din yhin rahun. Kuch der aisa ji chla or fir vo khne upara ki main so raha hun tum tv dekhna chaho to dekh ko. But mujhe bahi neend aa rahi thi to m bahi sone k liye lete gya. Kuch hi time baad m so gya. Subh utha to mujhe apne muh m ek namkeen sa swad aaya meine jheebh ghumayi but mujhe samajh nahin aaya. He made a date with an old girlfriend in Chicago, so we left going in opposite directions. We flipped a coin, and I got the jet. He flew commercial. I have to be back in Nashville on Monday morning for an afternoon recording session.”Over dinner, Dave asked Ashley, “I know you did a dozen major concerts, but how have you been spending the rest of your time?”Ashley groaned, “Learning every damn country and folk song ever published or sung. Kyle set a goal for me to learn three new songs a DAY!.