Understanding how both K and the Clinic were systematically breaking down my masculine self-image, even knowing that it was for my own good, didn't ma...e it any less painful. Once I recovered from my small mental breakdown, though, something unexpected happened: with an almost audible 'click' something in my head flipped and I figured, 'fuck it'. I decided that there was no way I was going to spend the next few weeks in a state of constant misery.With renewed enthusiasm I took to my stocking. It was nothing.” I tossed my shoulders in a shrug and pretended I didn't care, unwilling to admit that I had spent the last three days crying because of his actions. “Yes, well.” He seemed at a loss for words, then turned and left. I'm afraid to say I cried again that night. Josh, you seemed so far away. All I wanted was to have your arms around me and those magnificent eyes on me. I remembered how it felt when those fingers touched me and I started to touch myself the same way. I rode the. Dale gathers most of the younger men, the four best hunters, Fair Flower, and three other healers to be the crew for this visit. He splits the experts between the two wagons, he and Ed will ride the lead wagon with Darter and Shorty in charge of the second wagon. Each wagon has three trained wagon drivers in it with nine other men - fourteen in each.Checking the NeighboursEd fits each horse with their warmest and best protected blanket when he harnesses them and hitches them to the two wagons.. "Let me shave you Paul, I have never shaved a man before." I saw your eyes shining with joy as you made your request and I could not deny you anything.I nodded my head and you lathered the brush from my shaving gear. You pushed me against the glass wall that enclosed us and I could see you kneel at my feet then I felt the brush glide across the stubble on my pubis. Then there was the scr****g of the razor across my groin and around my balls cleaning the stubble away. Fingers followed the razor.