"She wiped her eyes. "It was a while ago. My 16th birthday party. I lost my virginity to him. They wanted to try him as an adult, but the bastard hung...himself in his cell." Her fists clenched. "So, like, yeah. It's good that you're watching yourself. But what you're doing now is fine - you're no Christian." Was that... ?" His name, yeah." Her face twisted. "Christian fucking Swindler." Her head bobbed emphatically at each syllable of his name. "Like, sorry to dump this on you." Her expression. We watched erotic films. Films like ‘Emannuelle’ and ‘Sex, Lies, and Videotape.’ Films that reminded Gina of her younger days. We also saw films that opened her to the idea of love between women, like ‘Desert Hearts’ and ‘Entres Nous.’ Gina loved these films. She said they reminded her of her single days spent with her best friend Kathy. We also bought sexy clothes for each of us. We took photographs of each of us undressing for the other. Over time, the photos became more revealing, not just. "Caught, Chris promised to take the foul tasting pills which included a iron pill he always gagged on. He said the pill was too big. That it was bigger than a horse pill."Duh! What do you think they have pill splitters for?" she sneered. If you want an ocassional Cuban cigar, but I'm limiting that to two a week. I love you. I always have. But you've got to cooperate with the doctors and with me so you can live to see our grandchildren have children of their own." Okay Gaby, let up on me. I. Ellen had a Beretta 9 mm that she bought from the gun shop out front. Shannon had used a loaner. The class had covered safety procedures and how to disassemble, clean, and reassemble the guns. Afterward, they had been taken to the range to fire twenty rounds each, enough to become familiar with the feel of the weapon.Ellen had been deadly earnest. She had attended to every word from the instructors and had concentrated intently at the range. The target that she was taking home showed that she.